Not gonna sugar coat it or lie about it, keeping up with this blog has proven to be more difficult than I had thought. The inconsistency of posts grates at me daily, I feel like I am letting you all down. At the same time with the limited time that I have in the evening or on the weekends, I have to prioritize my life and clearly this blog has taken a back seat in terms of priorities. With Baby Henning coming next month and Sean's cross country season over, I am now being selfish with the time I do get with Sean before we become a family of three or five if you want to count Kip and Kimbia. For moms, was that the case for you, were you more conscious of the remaining weekends you and your husband had left before your first born was set to arrive?
It has been a major balance since starting this job of doing everything I want to do with everything that I need to do while being pregnant. I have had to set aside some of my usuals because I don't have the time anymore, for crying out loud, the only Christmas decoration I have pulled out is the Christmas quilt my mom sowed for me. Yup, that is it, kinda pathetic isn't it?
This feeling of what I want to do (often not accomplished) and what I need to do leaves me feeling stressed and upset that I can't accomplish more of what I want to do. Being pregnant too leaves me pretty emotional, lets just leave it at that.
So there you have it, what has been on my heart and mind lately...